So, precisely 9 weeks ago, at around 5:30 in the morning I took a First Response pregnancy test. 5:30 because I couldn't wait or sleep until a more restful time in the morning. Now with Austin I used a EPT, which shows you a plus and a negative if you are pregnant. So for some reason, maybe because it was 5:30 in the morning, I thought the First Response would be the same as the EPT. So I took it and got the double line. I thought, "really" because I thought for sure I was pregnant. So for a good five minutes I just stared at it. Then to my excitement and (gulp)horror, I noticed the little key next to the window that screamed at me, "you idiot two lines means pregnant! If you cant read the test maybe you should take it at a more decent hour!" OK maybe it didn't say all that but I swere it did. So yeah, do you think I could sleep after that news. Nope. I laid in bed all morning worrying, with little burst of excitement.
I told Ryan around 7:00 and he was and is SOOO excited. (except when I give him the stink eye as I gag for the 100th time that morning, and am sick 24 hours a day. Yes, it is his fault.) The weird thing is, is that when I was pregnant with Austin, I was never sick. Tired yes, but not sick. So I have been a little shocked at how horrible morning sickness can be, especially when it last all flipping day.
So I really am excited to add another member to our loving family. I know Austin is going to be an AWESOME big brother, and Ryan, well, he would have 10 kids if it was up to him. He loves babies, and is an amazing dad. He would do anything for Austin and gives up so much of his free time to him. I am truly blessed to have both of them in my life. So can you tell I am a little emotional?? I blame it on the pregnancy. I love how I can blame everything on it :) (he he he)
I will keep you updated. I should have time, since all I do is sit around trying not to puke. I am starting to see a little ray of light at the end of the morning sickness tunnel, but it is still about 4 weeks away.
Any advice on how to manage the morning sickness would be appreciated! I will keep you posted!
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Does two lines mean yes??
Friday, August 22, 2008
I have been 3's tagged by Wendy
3 Joys:Watching Austin grow (bed time too :), The ocean, and my family
3 Fears: Sharks (pretty lame considering I live inland quite a bit), criminals, losing anyone in my family.
3 Goals: losing weight, raising happy kids, being a more happy person.
3 Obsessions: Reading, blogging, Austin
3 Random Facts: I am really short 5'0, I love the water, sun, summer, flowers everything to do with warm, I have never been out of the country, though I would love too!
OK I tag anyone who wants to do this. Andrea I am looking your way!
Monday, August 18, 2008
Park City
The last day. It is pouring rain and we are huddled under the umbrella
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Good bye my old Friend
Tex 1991-2008
Tex, my old friend, passed away yesterday. At 17 years of age,




